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Keep Me Strong

by Jonathon Smith

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I want to pick your brain and listen for a while How exactly do you cope? How do you keeping your head up? The death of a parent, miscarriage of a child Why didn't our parents prepare us for this? I know there's something about you That keeps you calm I know there's something about you That'll keep me strong I want to pick your brain and listen for a while How exactly do you cope? How do you keeping your head up? A suicidal friend A weekend long drunken binge Why don't parents prepare us for this?
2.
I remember the first time that I held your hand There in Huffman Park in Dayton, down by the dam As we've moved on from a mere embrace, I’ve remembered to appreciate The touch, the feel, all the time together I remember the first time I lost myself in your kiss In your basement, listening to Nat King Cole sing
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Whisper 02:37
Lyrics by Katherine Smith I am shattered by this silence I am haunted by the absence of your face And I realize it is I who avoided this place, this time And I am in awe of this grace of unspokeneness In which I now hear you whisper And I am left speechless As I know the whisper is my name
4.
Why did you have to run and hide? How far will you go in your shame Before you admit that I'm right? Why, oh why can't you see The only one you're hurting is you and not me? Why, oh why can't you speak to me We're all family You ran for fear of proving me right What's more important, Your pride or a peace of mind? How has our relationship come to the place Where you won't speak because you're ashamed?
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I hope you're surprised when you find That I’ve driven to meet you at lunchtime I’ll still drive for miles and miles Just to gaze in your eyes I’ll drive for miles and miles Just to surprise Although we've been married A few months now and I get to see you every night I’ll still drive for miles and miles Just to gaze in your eyes I’ll drive for miles and miles Just to surprise
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I love it when you tell me it’s gonna be alright Because I’m still not used to upsetting you Maybe I over-apologize Maybe I’m insecure And I still want to impress you Maybe when we grow old Things will be easier but for now, It’s reassuring I’ll remain The man in your eyes
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It’s always good to talk to you, but today it was so different Because when I left, you know I left with a heavy heart I know what it’s like to be controlled And I know what it’s like to walk away I just hope you can find what’s right for you And never mistake comfort for happiness You always seem positive, and I hear it in your voice But today you stuttered and I could tell that you were troubled
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I thought you were the smart and honest type, But who really knows the secrets that we hide? It seems that everyone I meet Seems to be teetering on the verge of collapsing Are we made up to look good, knowing we're about to fall Or are we that well-off after all? From billiard halls in Raytown to offices in the city From park benches on the Plaza to the classroom next to me It seems that everyone I meet Seems to be teetering on the verge of collapsing Are we made up to look good, knowing we're about to fall Or are we that well-off after all?

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Ten years ago, I challenged myself to record an album without keyboards. I was listening a lot to noisier bands like Medicine and Sonic Youth and wanted to be more creative in how I used guitar. I also wanted to make an album that sounded mostly live, with room to breathe and with mistakes. You know, like they used to make before computers and digital editing.

So my step-brother came over one Friday night and recorded all the drum parts. It didn't take long for me to finish all my guitar parts. I still wanted some keyboard-ish tones in a few songs, so I wrote out some arrangements for saxophone.

I'm not sure why I never shared this album with anyone (apart from a couple close friends). But since it's the tenth anniversary of the album, I figured I'd share it here. I think some of these songs have held up well, and they should be heard.

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released November 21, 2017

Recorded at home, winter 2007.

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