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Welcome Adversity

by My Science Fiction Twin

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Emanuel A solid collection of well-crafted pop songs that reflects a diversity of interesting influences. I need more! Favorite track: You Picked Up the Phone.
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Sometimes I feel like I need to keep up With everyone in my life. But is it okay for friends to move on And our friendship to fade? I can’t keep up, so we have become A sad refrain I keep singing in my head again, again. Is it okay for friends to move on And our friendship to fade away? Do you miss our chats? I know I do, but the phone works both ways.
2.
I'm not bashful, But I only seek help with undulating pokes. You've helped me to see the tragedy That I cling to self-deception. Oh, how I trust my friends to deliver the truth. I'm not sure how to tell you what I think anymore. How should I feel when I am at the precipice Of giving up on my dreams? You picked up the phone, And you called when I needed it. You stayed on the line After telling me you had to go.
3.
Although it seems that most everything works for the worst, Is it so bad to remain optimistic in this life? I want to know the warmth of love And feel the strength of commitment Can you ever know How my parent's divorce and this unfaithful culture Could leave me so pessimistic? Am I naive or realistic, To think love may come my way with dedication?
4.
The morning waits, and I make up a few more things to do. A second trip to QuikTrip feels better than thinking of you. Maybe I’m distracted, maybe I’m in pain. Maybe I’m impatient, and I fear the hurt again. Maybe it's not my fear that I fear the most. When I hear your song, I’m reminded I am alone. It’s waves of mutilation, waves of fear, Waves of so many things I've held dear. Maybe I’m distracted, maybe I’m in pain. Maybe I’m impatient, and I fear the hurt again.
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It’s that feeling of being on the cusp, When you just didn't give enough, That’s harder to forgive than When you just can't give enough Loving you is so hard when I feel like I do today Loving you is so hard when expectations budge in the way Is it alright to be okay with Realizing we’re not always going to Understand one another well? Tell me, how do we make up? How do we explain ourselves? How do we repent When we've disappointed again?
6.
I thought I could be the strong one, but now I’m not so sure. I thought I could hold my own, but now I just need a hug. I know that it can’t change the circumstances in my life, But it’ll lift my countenance when I feel your heartbeat next to mine. Now I’m left alone, thinking about you, and I wish I were there. But I’m presently content with things because I know you care. I know that it can’t change the circumstances in my life, But it’ll lift my countenance when I feel your heartbeat next to mine.
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If things get worse before they improve, Maybe you should prepare to fail well, my friend. Be quick, be quick to repent; Be slow to defend yourself. There's more to our friendship Than proving I am right. Sifting through reservations, I’m determined to pick up the phone tonight. Miles and lifestyles may have separated us, Miles and lifestyles wedge in their years of silence. Can I listen to your wound, The wound ‘neath your criticism? Can I still call you friend, my friend?
8.
I Ask Myself 04:42
Driving home tonight, I wonder how we can completely agree that we can agree Yet respond so differently Sometimes I ask myself if we’re alone. Sometimes I ask myself if we can be known. Driving home tonight, I wonder how we can completely agree that we can agree Yet respond so differently Sometimes I ask myself if we’re alone. Sometimes I ask myself if we can be known. Do you find that I’ve mistaken the voice of comfort for fear? Do you find that we’ve mistaken the voice of comfort for fear?
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I’m so tired; I can't even finish The second side of Spiderland tonight. Fifty hours into this work week, And I’ve only started seeing what I need to complete. When I think frantic has become the new normal for us, I challenge myself every day to find some meaning in the mundane. Have I lost my inspiration? I never have the time all of the time.
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I go out to drink by myself, Not to socialize. I'm not here to drown my sorrows. I am here to clear my mind. Do you think I ever could, or Do you think I ever should Welcome adversity or embrace the unease? Maybe grief is just like love, Maybe it draws me back to you. What do I do but embrace and listen to my friends? Do you think I ever could, or Do you think I ever should Welcome adversity or embrace the unease, Knowing fully it could bring growth to me?

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released July 2, 2021

I wrote most of the songs in 2019. We recorded the songs from 2019-2021 in bedrooms and basements around Kansas City, Grandview, and Lawrence.

For better or worse, I sang all of the songs. I played guitars, synthesizers, percussion, and some of the drums. I also programmed some of the beats and did a fair amount of mixing.

Josh Keleher played guitars, bass, and synthesizers. He programmed some beats and had lots of good ideas.

Chad Thomas Johnson made vocal edits and spent a lot of time with additional mixing. He encouraged me quite a bit, had some production ideas, and played the guitar solo on "Love (May Come) My Way." Chad also mastered the album.

Jason Keleher played most of the live drums. His dad, Paul Keleher, sang background vocals on "Heartbeat Next to Mine." Paul also wrote the ending to that song.

I hope these songs mean something to you, and maybe you will even come to like some of them. Either way, I appreciate that you’ve listened.

-Jonathon Smith

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